My love,
Our first encounter
marked the beginning and the end
of our lives.
Our bond became locked with a key that was melted with the heat of our hearts.
And now that I’m searching for a new key to unlock it, a chain of reactions started from your side.
Why are you so surprised?
You said so yourself: unfortunately, for us there is only a today but not a tomorrow.
I just wish the heaven for you.
And I’m afraid to say it.
but darling,
I think,
your heaven is not I.
When you left me crying alone
I feel i am a N0b0dy
When God doesn’t want to hear me
He proved I am a N0b0dy
When i strive to be Somebody
In the end I turn out to be N0b0dy
When i breathe out the fire
It is the smell of N0b0dy
When i want to burn my existence
Since my life is of Nobody
When my love is not with me
She considered me a NOb0dy
When i feel lonely in a crowd
That’s because I am N0bOdy
When my prayers are not answered
Because it’s the prayers of N0B0Dy
Accept me for what I am
Love me as long as you can
Then you will finally see
How strong my love can be
I’m destined the way I am
I see no hassle with that
That’s the truth from above
Everyone has to bear this fact
Everyone differs from others
Like me, so don’t bother
Noone can be like me
And i cant be like thee
So accept me for what i am
Im real and like no fakes
I think im a good person
For Lord never makes mistakes
What could be the reason?
To place my faith & belief
Is trust the only one?
It sounds nice n relieved
What could be the reason?
When words are just illusion
They are used to assure
In order to accomplish a mission
What could be the reason?
When the vision disappoints me
Because what I see you cannot
Since the vision grew cold in thee
But when you tilted my face up
Asking me to see those stars that shine
Those stars disappear in daylight
One among those stars is mine
There’s one fact that I can’t deny
U changed my world with a blink of an eye
Have been transforming from worst to best
Because you are special to me than the rest
Don’t know the courage occurred within me
Is it the best that I can be?
I love to care for you and to love
Because God sent me to you from above
Whether tears of sorrow or joy
It sheds non-stop when I’m with this boy
Should I count my stars when loved by you
Since it’s the day when my dreams come true
My search has ended in what I look for
I will not ask more
Each time I sigh when feeling content
This special feeling I never felt
For hours & hours there’s something to say
To the sun that sets at the end of the day
But this poem has to end as you know
I LOVE YOU more than I could show
In my lonely nights and endless days
Struggling myself why I felt this way
Each time you talk, you blew my mind
It’s so empty and meaningless I find
Whatever I say, meant nothing to you
Your screams and yells only make me blue
You may forget your shrieks in a minute
But they linger in my heart, when think of it
Somehow you find your way in this temper
Trying to forget, losing my way, in your anger
Forever in quest of the peace in me
In you or your love it can never be
When being with you each and everyday
Did the words I say, even pass your way?
To the extent my heart has become stoned
But why do I still call you my own?
Above the mountains under the valleys
Hidden in the shrubs rolling into balls
Bruised and battered from west to east
I hear my broken heart feebly calls
The lingering of my bitter past
Those stories of mine were never told
Through the events cracked and crushed
The broken heart in me remains cold
The burning flame in my every gaze
With my veins entangled and frozen
Mumbling my prayer till my last breathe
Hoping the steps I take are not artificial
There is no exit in this dark place
Where my memories hidden reside
Nothing is left for my heart to trace
When my heart itself is broken inside
