Locked in this prison can’t tell you how I feel, it’s cold and lonely behind this bitter steel.

Wishing I could leave but they won’t let me free, it is so sad that you will never see.

See the truth hidden that lies behind a lie, the lie that to put it simply was when I said I wanted goodbye.

Truth is I never wanted you to go, but I wanted you to be happy so……

So I just watched you walk away, trying to conceal the hurt I felt that day.

I must really like pain, cause to let you go was insane.

Now I shake the bars with all my might, knowing I won’t get out of here yet I fight.

I scream aloud and yell, I am dying in this hell.

Burning alive in pools of desire, love seems to be the hottest yet most beautiful fire.

I think about you often I wish you were here, wish I wasn’t so nervous consumed by fear.

I want to see, see you needing me, you are more then a chapter stuck in my memory.

Ever so lost in denial, just another wasted fake smile.

Cause I don’t want you to see, all this love inside of me.

It’s ever so real, but truth is I don’t want to feel.

Cause feelings are of distaste, your not here so their a waste.

Can’t send you a post card so you may visit, the prison of hell which is ever so not exquisite.

What ever will I do, memories keep revealing the fact I lost you.

This is such a prison of despair, I feel my soul beginning to tear.

Wish you would take me away but you will never see, the prison I am kept in ever so lonely.

This mask is just a simple disguise, to hide the fact the prison lays beneath these sad eyes.

I am in the prison held deep inside hidden within, the prison hidden under my skin.

Wish I was dove to sprout wings they I could fly away, but I cant tell how I feel so this is where I stay.

Never to be free I am the prisoner of love hidden behind a smile, the last remaining question that embarks upon my mind is without love is life worth while?

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