In a silent boulevard of broken dreams
I searched in vain for an identity
The stars above dimming my gaze
But the moon is guiding me with glee
Joy on earth I found nowhere
Neither life took me anywhere
Happiness turns a grim face to me
Living in this world is hard to see
Finding among this madding crowd
Although can’t find a friend [...]
Entrapped in this suffocation
I feel an eery lurch on my skin
All I wish is a silent death
When I see no joy but pain within
As though this fate is made for me
Beaten a thousand times brutally
Not a second passed without thinking
Yet to others I am day dreaming
Waiting for the twilight to peep
Wishing I could sneak out [...]
Darkness surrounds me each day
The reason i cannot say
It will be hard to beleive
No clue in whichever way
Darkness blindfolds me
My days are like my nights
I fumble to lay my hand
I yearn for the bright sunlight
Darkness in my heartbeats
In my veins, nerves and skin
For i find it unfair
To be crazy and mad from within
Darkness envelopes me [...]
Oh my sleepless nights
Cruel demons everyday i fight
No weapons i could shield
My lonely bed is my battle field
Protecting myself by my cover
Drifting in sleep with my lover
Pillow drenched with my tears
Yet i’m envelopped by my fears
Around is the night so calm
Wanting to seclude in your arms
So tiring i can’t sleep
All i do is only weep
Waiting [...]
My heart does not stop bleeding
Whenever your face comes in front
Veins knotted my fist tightened
The pain you give can never end
Anger overshadows my soul
Helas! I still cry your name
Temper rises in my mind
Why are you doing the same?
Will I ever get out of this?
Your hurt is only worsened
Tongue-tied I cannot blame you
Waiting for my heart [...]
Imprisonned in this painful emotions
So painful i have nowhere to run
Soul shrunken, heart blacks & blues
I can only see my life’s dead end
Surrounded by incredible worries
Choked by oxygen, suffocated to death
Tightful agonies torture me every second
The only way is to pray for my breathe
In total mess, I lay emotionally
Confusion captures my mind
No solution and no [...]
Alone i sit with lonely memories
Wondering how life made me feel cheated
Passing the past that had killed me
Facing finally the mistakes that i created
At the end of the day, my heart broken
For my every move, i kept thinking
Eating my soul, enjoying my flesh
Not knowing the fact that my heart is sinking
Lord gave me a test, [...]
