For all the love I gave
You returned my broken heart
For all the trust I show
You stamped me like a doormat
The emotions and feelings I displayed
You misused them to the core
The life I re-constructed for you
You want to see me dead even more
I want to tear my heart into pieces
So that it erases the love I [...]
What mistake have i done?
I always was on the run
Letting the faith dominate me
But still I am ever shunned
Perhaps the evil is stronger
That’s why his curse is realised
Although he was a bad man
Yet my fate was prejudiced
Amist this juncture of pain
God din’t want me to gain
He bestowed what is called ‘love’
In order to punish what [...]
Lonely and torn as i weep
Why this happens I can’t sleep
Whatever occurs cannot be changed
Battling between life & death so deep
You are there yet you are away
Stealing my heart within a day
Hoping it’s safe wherever it is
Hold it tightly come whatever may
Each second without you seems years
I can’t walk-on but my mind wanders
Cruel distance snatched [...]
Sitting under the moonlight
Unafraid of the shadow
Befriending the unknown devils
Waiting for the ground to swallow
Cruelly I have been cursed
Unblessed by a nobody
Fumbling the way of death
To put my pain to melancholy
My last breathe choking me
Rosy cheeks turn to blue
Staining my face with nonstop tears
Lids slowly close as you walk thru’
Will my prayers be answered?
My body [...]
I often wonder the fact
If i die as a natural act
Will you cry for my depart?
Like I love you with all my heart
Sitting beside the creator
Looking down upon you
Praying for your happiness
Tho’ you live in the blues
Cherishing the times we had
Every minute & every day
Will you think like I do?
And still love me in your [...]
Crystal tears rush down my cheeks
Landing on my lips with salty taste
Wanting to scream but dumfounded
Tears rushing again without any haste
Blood pouring non-stop from my wound
Trying to cover the cut like a fool
Trembling body, with clumsy hair
Waking up sweating from nightmare
Handcuffed myself by this sorrow
Pulling me to this world fake & low
With the pain locked [...]
Being hurt like being dead
Left alone like an orphan
Killed fiercely from toe to head
Finally reached my road end
All the griefs I bore till now
Have the solutions to solve
Nothing worse to capture me
Nothing worse to get involved
Eternal hope I wait for
Has vanished to eternity
No more hope for me to hope
Dying bed has laid for me
Coz the [...]
