Our first encounter
marked the beginning and the end
of our lives.

Our bond became locked with a key that was melted with the heat of our hearts.

And now that I’m searching for a new key to unlock it, a chain of reactions started from your side.

Why are you so surprised?

You said so yourself: unfortunately, for us there is only a today but not a tomorrow.

I just wish the heaven for you.
And I’m afraid to say it.

but darling,

I think,

your heaven is not I.

When i strive to be Somebody
In the end I turn out to be N0b0dy
When i breathe out the fire
It is the smell of N0b0dy

When i want to burn my existence
Since my life is of Nobody
When my love is not with me
She considered me a NOb0dy

When i feel lonely in a crowd
That’s because I am N0bOdy
When my prayers are not answered
Because it’s the prayers of N0B0Dy

I’m destined the way I am
I see no hassle with that
That’s the truth from above
Everyone has to bear this fact

Everyone differs from others
Like me, so don’t bother
Noone can be like me
And i cant be like thee

So accept me for what i am
Im real and like no fakes
I think im a good person
For Lord never makes mistakes

What could be the reason?
When words are just illusion
They are used to assure
In order to accomplish a mission

What could be the reason?
When the vision disappoints me
Because what I see you cannot
Since the vision grew cold in thee

But when you tilted my face up
Asking me to see those stars that shine
Those stars disappear in daylight
One among those stars is mine

Don’t know the courage occurred within me
Is it the best that I can be?
I love to care for you and to love
Because God sent me to you from above

Whether tears of sorrow or joy
It sheds non-stop when I’m with this boy
Should I count my stars when loved by you
Since it’s the day when my dreams come true

My search has ended in what I look for

I will not ask more
Each time I sigh when feeling content
This special feeling I never felt
For hours & hours there’s something to say
To the sun that sets at the end of the day
But this poem has to end as you know
I LOVE YOU more than I could show

Whatever I say, meant nothing to you
Your screams and yells only make me blue
You may forget your shrieks in a minute
But they linger in my heart, when think of it

Somehow you find your way in this temper
Trying to forget, losing my way, in your anger
Forever in quest of the peace in me
In you or your love it can never be

When being with you each and everyday
Did the words I say, even pass your way?
To the extent my heart has become stoned
But why do I still call you my own?

The lingering of my bitter past
Those stories of mine were never told
Through the events cracked and crushed
The broken heart in me remains cold

The burning flame in my every gaze
With my veins entangled and frozen
Mumbling my prayer till my last breathe
Hoping the steps I take are not artificial

There is no exit in this dark place
Where my memories hidden reside
Nothing is left for my heart to trace
When my heart itself is broken inside

Today a new beginning starts
For new plans and the ones made
To finish what was started
To start what we prayed

This year
We will go through new experiences
We will start a new chapter
Go on with no interferences

We will end this year together
And as the ball drops
Our lips will meet
To a kiss that will be nonstop

We have this year and more to come
For now together in our hearts
By the end inseparable when
Another new year starts..

And saw that we all need a helping hand,
Someone to share with, who’ll understand.

He made special people to see us through
The glad times and the sad times, too;

A person on whom we can always depend,
Someone we can call a friend.

God made friends so we’ll carry a part
Of His perfect love in all our hearts..

Writing from my heart,
As is starts to finally break,
I’ve been acting so happy,
I can’t believe how fake.

I feel the pain at night,
Mostly when I’m alone,
I sit here on my bed,
My heart can no longer be sewn.

I’m looking for a place,
Where i can just get away,
Somewhere where i wont think about you,
Each and everyday.

The friendship necklace we had,
To sides of a heart,
I wore apart of yours around my neck,
you had half my heart from the start.

I guess i didn’t realize,
you could cause me so much pain,
But i need to give you back that piece of my heart,
before i slowly go insane.

I’m so sorry things had to end this way,
I guess it wasn’t suppose to be,
But please give me back my piece of the heart,
I need it to be free..