Craving for you when i’m in pain
Have you been there? I tried in vain
My ribs displaced shrinking my heart
This mental torture has been from start
Troubles, my best friend sticking to me
Breathe in oxygen but I don’t feel free
Striving for happiness in eternity
That can happen if you are with me
Though home sweet home embraced me
Sorrows within [...]
Becareful, I’m still broken !
Also in hurt, where there’s no end.
Victim of many lies on me bestowed
Nightmarish demons to me they bowed
Why this happens, I sincerely wonder
Not a single question, I stopped to ponder
But bottom of my heart has the answer
I tried to reach, but it always wanders
To be strong, is what I want
To roll [...]
Can’t find you when i need you
Suddenly vanished into the thin air?
No trace of you but your thoughts
Waiting by me here and there
Where are moments of our laughs?
You took away along with you?
Leaving nothing but painful grieves
To me especially who loves you true
Victim of this handicapped situation
Caused by you by this emptiness
Is this temporary or [...]
My mouth shuts tight
But my heart only cries
My soul screams inside
Unexpressed feelings that hide
My words are unclear
Difficult for me to talk
They try to escape out
Vocal-chord blocks its path
Instead of my speeches
My actions are louder
Everything goes hidden
Your ignorance seems wider
While Waiting and waiting
This moon is getting frozen
You don’t care for its existence
But you forgot it never [...]
My angel, don’t ever leave me
I’m confused, alone & carefree
Cruel darkness surrounding me
With blindness capture me totally
Hot fire has already died down
By the blow of gentle breeze’s howl
Left me wandering in loneliness
With painful sorrows, on my own
Sadness gripped my bleeding heart
Echoing your name in my ears
Melody of my love is fading
Grieves & tears is all [...]
In the meadow
the fantasy reveals
the echo disappears
your illusion remains
In the dark
tormented soul
the fiend
that captures my heart
the reckless soul
diabolic fiend
removing the pain
restores my bleeding heart…
The pain is very hard
i feel it every day
the images of what happened
they never go away
at times i hear voices
but mainly they’re just screams
the way i hold myself together
Is alot harder than [...]
Where have you gone?!
the one that was always there
the one i depended on
With everyday that goes by
i feel we drift apart
further and further away
but forever in my heart
Please come back to me
and don’t leave me alone
i feel so empty
i feel so cold
I love you i do
with everything i am
but please come back to me
and hold [...]
