Becareful, I’m still broken !
Also in hurt, where there’s no end.
Victim of many lies on me bestowed
Nightmarish demons to me they bowed
Why this happens, I sincerely wonder
Not a single question, I stopped to ponder
But bottom of my heart has the answer
I tried to reach, but it always wanders
To be strong, is what I want
To roll [...]

My mouth shuts tight
But my heart only cries
My soul screams inside
Unexpressed feelings that hide
My words are unclear
Difficult for me to talk
They try to escape out
Vocal-chord blocks its path
Instead of my speeches
My actions are louder
Everything goes hidden
Your ignorance seems wider
While Waiting and waiting
This moon is getting frozen
You don’t care for its existence
But you forgot it never [...]

In the meadow
the fantasy reveals
the echo disappears
your illusion remains
In the dark
tormented soul
the fiend
that captures my heart
the reckless soul
diabolic fiend
removing the pain
restores my bleeding heart…
The pain is very hard
i feel it every day
the images of what happened
they never go away
at times i hear voices
but mainly they’re just screams
the way i hold myself together
Is alot harder than [...]

Everyone hurts at one time or another.Sometimes The Hurts Are Relatively Minor And Tend To Go Away By Themselves..
But at Other Times The Hurts Are So Intense That We Wonder Whether They Will Ever Go Away..

Up until now
I had so much to say
but it’s everything I’ve said
that’s gotten in my way
I won’t talk about you
anymore to anyone
the time for that has passed
it’s just over with and done
supposed-to-be forgotten words
are still dancing in my head
and I’m just trying to “not remember”
a single thing you’ve said
I wanna forget all about you
who you [...]

In our gazes,
of presents and pasts
darkness lasts—
as far as where horizons
tell ends from the starts
darkness lasts—
We hear footsteps,
approaching us and leaving us
we hear things falling
and breaking into parts.
We sit helplessly
in the cold chest of blindness
with hands on our hearts
where darkness lasts—
We listen to marching warriors,
to bugles and to hollers.
We listen to the echoes
from pulpits and [...]

Sitting against the wall,
Pressing hands to ears,
Blasting music,
Rocking back and forth,
Asking,
Why me,
Why me,
Why me?
Why can’t I be with the one I love?
Why can I never be happy?
Why do I go through so much stress?
I just want to die at times.
I have good friends,
A few good choices,
They help me,
And I help them.
So why do I choose [...]