In my lonely nights and endless days
Struggling myself why I felt this way
Each time you talk, you blew my mind
It’s so empty and meaningless I find
Whatever I say, meant nothing to you
Your screams and yells only make me blue
You may forget your shrieks in a minute
But they linger in my heart, when think of it
Somehow [...]
My constant wish is to hold you
A simple desire that makes me blue
My love I have is out of the world
It takes a lifetime to stop this swirl
Even if I die, my life will go on
Gripping on my feelings that move along
Finding myself in pathetic pain
Because my love for you increased again
Holding you tight deep [...]
Behind these glowing eyes
Hidden from everyone, all my lies
Many events that blocked my tears
The moments that I wasted my years
Life filled with unlimited pains
Soaking wet my deformed soul
Flaming my road to destination
Burning my skin with all vengeance
Slowly falling apart to pieces
Melting my heart to my feet
Alone in the dark street of fear
Heads turned away afraid [...]
It seems to be wrong
But it looks so right
When sorrow lurches in
I just don’t want to fight
When i give up to live
Even the almighty din’t care
Never grow up to my age
With no pleasure could spare
Knowing all these ill-fate
You cried along with me
You pleaded me to beleive
And i opened my eyes to see
When i think life [...]
In this painful solitude of mine
In the dark I hear the wind hissing
In my mind the numerous thoughts I ponder
In this horrible heart, I find something missing
These horrible nightmares appear to me
As I walk in the pool of blood
I wish all these were the lies
Or bury my soul into deep mud
I, the terrible victim…
Yet, I [...]
Why do i plunge into this temptation?
When I get only the worse on earth
Why do Im tortured by this nightmare?
Thinking the happy dream’s my worth!
Am I a curse to this world?
Bombarded by the sorrows
Dint life teach me enuff?
Or the lessons I learned r slow?
Being once the victim to the best
Serving even my skin to kid [...]
In a silent boulevard of broken dreams
I searched in vain for an identity
The stars above dimming my gaze
But the moon is guiding me with glee
Joy on earth I found nowhere
Neither life took me anywhere
Happiness turns a grim face to me
Living in this world is hard to see
Finding among this madding crowd
Although can’t find a friend [...]
