It has been everytime
When I come to you in tears
You would try to bring the moon
To bring me out of that fear
But what you fail to see
My love that reflects in me
Why it did not bring
To give you a little hint
But now again i came crying
And show you i was dying
What makes you steady & [...]
My tears which i hide
Unreveal my feelings deep inside
The pain that i undergo
Is worse than anyone dies
I’m falling down apart
Without a word to say
I yearn for this escape
To enjoy my everyday
I smile with a frown
To give him a good decision
This is how i have to make
I know it can’t be a mistake
Nothing turns out to [...]
Your harsh words couldn’t harm me
But your silent torture is worse secretly
Hands are closed in fists of fury
Deep inside, i mourn in melody
Numerous tricks born out of your lies
Can’t see when & dont know why
you are my blessing in disguise
It’s just me, i’m not wise
it’s been ages since i sleep in peace
No dream comes to [...]
I don’t ever belong here
I’m so naive and clean
Those are my traces - then
Why are you so mean?
I smile broadly at everyone
But I cry within alone
I know I’m a good pretender
Right from my blood to my bone
Fear trembled me thru’ out
I shiver non-stop inside
But you always ask me why
I don’t ever know to cry
Not a [...]
Sitting here shivering to the core
Pleading to God, don’t want this more
Seeing what I should never see
Until the truth sunk into my being
Howling when reality struck me
Can’t swallow the food crumbs freely
Visions around begin to blur
Unspoken words didn’t utter further
Wanting to scream tears flowing down
Seeking for help, on any ground
Wishing this to be a nightmare
Which [...]
Whenever i am alone
With no one, on my own
Bitter tears flow from me
Makes my heart brutally torn
No soul to hear me out
Difficult to speak about
All my friends who are there
None exists when I’m without
Living in this fake world
Juggling me in twist n twirl
Stamping me feet after feet
Painfully I have to go on
All the love I [...]
Dint I give u enough time?
To know me from inside out
Guarding my belief so blind
A mistake that I always doubt!
No matter how hard I tried
Exploring the places u’ve been
Every nook and corner I cannot find
Empty space is what I’ve seen
Stressing the people around me
Screaming & shouting in the air
Wanting to hide the bitter truth
Confessing my [...]
